omg this is so stupid.. at my work, they want me to check wires every two hours.. but I don't even have access to the system! so stupid! but they still want me to do it and email the guy if they have any wires.. so now every two hours I have to bother someone else and ask them to check the wires for me and to give me an pertinet information.. so I can email the guy.. like wtf? why can't they just do it.. they are busy enough so either get me access, give me someones user name and password, or just tell someone else to do it so I am not bothering them.. ugh so stupid!
I also found out that everyone else here hates their job.. but it is the people who actually hafta talk to customers that say that, so I can understand.. heh
so far I still like it and it is easy except for this crap they want me to do now.. and I get a whole lot of reading done! there was one guy that made me angry cuz he was bring super patronizing to me, but oh well.. at least it is a job and I get paid well and I can almost do what I want as long as I get the emails responded to..
it is just annoying because no one else looks in the inbox anymore and it would be nice sometimes to get a little help, but I guess I have so much free time anyways, it would just create more free time for me.. so oh well!
um.. I finally got a call from my old teacher at fullerton and she said she can get me a letter of rec! so yay for that.. now is the time to kinda crack down and start writing stuff and editing stuff to send to them. she also said she would edit part of my novel that I am going to send in to help me perfect it, so yay for her! she is pretty awesome! she was a little skeptical though because UCI is really hard to get into and it is one of the top 5 schools for the creative writing program and I don't have any back up schools and she always saw me more as a scholar, not a writer..
but it is the only school I want to go too and if I don't get in, then I will start researching other schools and see if anyone else has a program I want to get into.. Fullerton doesn't, so we shall see!
alright.. my head hurts.. it has been for like two days now.. =P though that is mostly likely cuz I have been reading so much lately, but that's OK.. I am finally getting through all the books I have been meaning to read for months now! but I am going to go.. time to start readin.. ha

hello again..
I have been meaning to write in here for a while, but either I am too lazy or I forget.. ha
The job is still going good! It is still somewhat boring, but they really do seem to like me and they want me to learn more stuff and do more stuff, so at least there is that!
Michael really pissed me off a few weeks ago, because Andrew and I were sitting in our room watching tv, and Michael was just at work, so he came home and after a little while Andrew and I decided to go out to the living room so we could watch tv with Michael and we could all hang out together. so we go out there and Michael gets all pissed off! and he is like, "I feel like you guys do this on purpose!" and both of us are like.. uhh do what on purpose? and then he says "well right when I want to sit down and play video games you guys come out here and watch tv!" and both of us again are like, um.. we didn't know you wanted to play video games! you need to tell us these things and not assume we know everything you want to do!
then, about a week ago, Tye ate all the cat food again, so I punish Tye and tell Michael about it and get really mad of course because Michael isn't going to pay for that, we have to keep paying for it.. and then I saw I am sorry I got so mad it is just really frustrating that he knows better but he keeps eating the cat food.. and michael has the argument that he is like a kid, he will still do it no matter what, so I tell him that he shouldve learned by now not to, no matter what! and then Michael starts saying how I shouldn't punish Tye about it, that Doug pees in his closet all the time and he never says anyhing... both Andrew and I are like, wtf? why wouldn't you tell us? why wouldn't you punish doug about it? but I have never smelled pee in his room and I think he was just making that up to try and make it about him or to turn it around on us.. so dumb! ugh!
so yeah.. I know it is kinda mean, but I am putting my foot down on him moving out.. I can't handle another year with this and with Tye.. no more.. and Andrew would not stay if Michael stayed and I need to focus on my relationship with Andrew as well.. so blah.. it sucks, but it has to happen.. Michael needs to grow up and learn to do things on his own damnit! no more hand outs!

anyways.. I am hungry.. ha I guess other employees really hate it here.. weird.. probably the customers though, like usual.. because people are stupid. ha oh well at least I still like it! man i am hungry though! alright I am gonna go now.. time to go potty and read more about the new batman game! woo!