Friday, February 25, 2011

I am really sick of going on interviews.. sigh.. especially for all these jobs I don't really want.. though I guess it is good I am not getting them then.. ha but yeah.. I am just sick of all this! I wish I would find out about UCI soon so that I could just tell all my temp agencies I am not looking for a job and just find a job at UCI.. that would be nice.. x.x of course, that is only if I get in!
Well on a good note, though, Brian as inspired me to start working on sweet torture again! He really wants to read it, so I have to edit everything plus write the chapter again that I lost.. so fun stuff! But again it got me interested in it again.. plus he wants to read my other stuff, so yay for writing! heh hopefully he likes them though!

Alright.. I should go do the laundry.. just wanted to write a quick blurb!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

well... I got fired from BMS... fun stuff... well I dunno if it is technically "fired", but they didn't keep my on permanently like they kept saying they would... and they wouldn't tell me or the temp agency why, they just said that some part of my background check failed... wtf... I passed three for them, so I dunno what changed from the 3rd one to the 4th one... stupid ppl... sigh... so now I am on unemployment again and looking for a job... stupid everything! I didn't look for a job for a while becasue I just didn't want to go through that all again... all the applying and not getting responses, then more applying and more none responses... and I am sick of getting jobs I don't like that I have to stay at because it is a job... x.x bah But as I have been telling everyone, I am hoping it is a sign from God that I am going to get into UCI, so I need to stay idle so that once I find out, I can start looking for a job on campus or something... that would be nice! I am trying to stay positive in all this because I don't want to keep looking for jobs... all I want to do is go back to school so I can get my masters.. that would be nice... so we shall see!
Anyways... other than that things are going OK!