bah as always, my mom is the voice of reason, which is lame! heh but we talked about me going up North and she kept saying how what a bad idea it was.. And I knew it was, but I want to go so badly.. but I decided to hold the trip off until maybe July, when I should get some birthday money or something.. and then maybe I can stay a little longer, if I still don't have a job by then!
I feel bad cuz my friends were all excited, but what can you do.. I don't have a job, don't have steady income.. I mean, I have unemployment, but that is just barely paying for bills, so I don't really rely on it too much for other things.. but oh well!
Now I will go and help Jessie pack instead, so that should be fun.. I am so glad we have kinda renewed our friendship again.. I hate it when she gets in those bad moods, because then she is hard to talk too and she is just not my Jessie anymore! But she seems to be doing better, and I think because we have been hanging out a lot lately too, that has helped.. so yay for that!
today I need to clean the bathroom and then try and beat a boss on Final Fantasy 13.. stupid boss fight! I have tried so many times!!! sigh.. ha oh well! It is not the end of the world.. =)
tomorrow, I go to lunch with my mom and my gma, so I think I will write before and after that.. get more of my story done.. I am up to page 32! I wonder if I can at least double that by the time I go to school.. I am going to try! go me!