I am cold.. ha it is freezing in my building right now!!
bah this raise is taking forever to go into affect.. apparently they can't verify some of my background info, so it hasn't started yet.. stupid! why on earth does it take this long.. I mean, they verified everything with the temp agency, so wtf? why is it so difficult here? as if I would lie or something.. bah!
oh well.. I guess it will happen soon enough.. sigh.. I just have to be more careful when it comes to my spending! at least for the time being.. lame
on another note, going to AZ this weekend! to meet all of Jessie's family! should be fun.. though it will still be a little strange if I am the only white girl there.. haha but it should still be fun and I like AZ for the most part.. I don't think it is going to be balls hot that it usually is when I go, so yay! I wonder if I will have time to see Mike.. probably not.. we are driving up there Friday morning, then coming home Sunday.. ugh not looking forward to the 8 hr drive.. but oh well! nap time! woo! heh
I have been feeling sick lately too so I better not be getting sick! stupid!
um.. what else? only 18 days til Christmas! even though I am depressed about how I look I am getting excited for Christmas! but I am getting a new book called "Eat to Live", so hopefully that will help! I will start buying that stuff in the book and see if I can lose some weight. though some of the weight is probably due to my hypothyroidism, so hopefully when I get my levoxyl again, that will help lose some of the weight, but hopefully for the time being this book will help. MY friend lost weight off of it and it promises that you will lose 20 lbs in 6 weeks, so we will see! I hope so.. I hate feeling like this.. the running has been helping a little, but I need to fix my diet and it has been hard for me since I am so addicted to sugar and fatty foods.. so here is to hoping! It is also just hard because of my stomach problems, so hopefully this book will show a lot of snacks I can eat and stuff..

um.. what else? I dunno.. I think that is it! yay for christmas coming up! and yay for a four day work week! heh